Things, thoughts, ideas:
My mind is in chaos.
I look for help from left to right
Alas I find nothing in sight.
Swimming in this mess,
Trying to stay afloat;
Giving up doesn’t seem like an option
Neither does living on.
I am tired.
Tired of trying to rest-
I keep chasing the calm
That plays hide and go seek
Like it hears nobody’s scream.
What have I become?
Who am I now?
Can someone give me answers,
Or do you wanna have fun?
Back and forth we run;
In and out of the sun.
I can’t keep doing this
I can’t keep fighting anymore.
Let the chaos win,
Win over my mind and my soul.
Cause at this point, I couldn’t, couldn’t care no more.
